3/12/07
What was once loved is now hated
what is now hated will never be forgotten
am I the forgotten or just confused
or was I ever here
was I ever there
was I ever anywhere
how dose one let go of the past win the past wont let go of him
What's lost is never yet found. What's found has gotten us this lost. Looking for a way out of this beautiful disaster of trying to be closer to the one person im closest with. Waiting and waiting for the day where you finally trust me when I say I will never hurt you. But waiting seems pointless when the future brings more disappointed then the birth of a retarded child. Going over these thoughts time and time again I realize….I am tired of this place…..these people….their lies… Im tired of to relate to people im nothing like. So I take the cowards way out….a hand full pills and one last cig….the day ends in sil
It didn't know what it was.
or why it was what it was
.
Maybe once a man long ago but as of now… now it's just an ugly sadness barely alive in an ally way. Sitting hopeless and ignorant day by day night by night.
Not many thoughts go through its head but four questions it asked it self every day.
Where am I…
who am I…
what am I…
what have I become?